the first three short poems are made by using the letters of the three sat staff we have at work lol J joking aside A all the time D deciding her time E each and every time #*~*~*~*~*~# R ready to go A aching to work C charged inside H how ever it works #*~*~*~*~*~# S simply does it T thats how to do it E easily stef does it F finally finished for the day doing it doing it again i try not to in my head i want to make it stop don't want to do it no more ©dawn thirty minutes thirty minutes to go thirty minutes to hate not wanting to go leave me here on my own on my chair ©dawn times to times to hate times to try times i wish were not there times to smile times to shame times to be not there ©dawn   believe in me   believe in me is what you do watching me come through   in your heart with my soul being with me one mighty roll   (c)dawn   hope   hope to see you i really do being with you im happy to   all day im with you being together having fun   (c)dawn   believe   believe what you want see what you want to see its all the mind you see   seeing is believing believing is not dreaming dreaming is what i do   (c)dawn   times i think   the times i think about you the times i wish it was true my feelings for you will never leave me   knowing how i feel hurts so much wanting to feel your tendering touch   loved you for years the years have been there wasting my time wondering if you will be mine   (c)dawn   anger   feeling anger every day wanting it to go away the years i felt it must go away   feel it pushing me inside trying to knock me about i hate the feeling i have inside wanting it to go away   (c)dawn   waste a ode for a ex of mine   what did i see in you what a waste a waste of life   a waste of space is what you are a terrible waste of space   growing up is what you need seeing you mess about o god what a waste the times i felt for you what a waste a waste i didn't need   (c)dawn   are you   are you real are you there anyone there   on the net i talk to you but are you real   never met never touched are you there   (c)dawn   want you   i want you i need you to be with you   wanting you needing you being with you   here with me see with me breath with me   (c)dawn   i am here   i am here you are there i want you here not over there   be with me is what i want to be with you is all i want   (c)dawn   tomorrow   tomorrow is another day hoping its  a better day i wish today would  just go away tomorrow will be a better day hoping it will anyway   (c) dawn   never   the day will never come i just know it never will why are you doing this it hurts dont you see   the times you have said it the times its never been wondering will it ever come again soon   (c)dawn