run away go away run away all i want to do is go away   take me away away from this place getting to much it hurts all the way   hours to go minutes away time for me to go away (c)dawn   eric many years ago i appeared on tv looking a fool and not wanting to be   never again i couldn't do that too embassing to do again   frogs are my passion but not worth that too much to lose if i do that   eric the frog was his name big and green it's a crying shame   he died in his tank when he was only three a gas leak killed him too much in pain (c)dawn happy days happy days are meant to be the best days for you and me   today you will be wed to mark the day ahead wonders will see for all all the best   for you to become one together at last for love and marriage and for it to last   i wish you all the best from deep inside for you and sharon to be blessed inside (c)dawn   home to stay been away for so long coming back home it's where i belong around the world i may have been enjoying life to the extreme coming back home is a joy to me seeing the one's i love and the ones that have missed me life is great you must be proud of what i've acheived so far to this day being at home i'd rather do only one thing to say and thats home to stay (c)dawn   home to stay its where i belong with my family or all alone   in the country or in the town being where i love and house proud (c)dawn   i love it here with my pets in my heart its where i want to be   far away is not right to me theres only one place i'd rather be home to stay   (c)dawn sasha (one of the shop cats) little black cat sitting so still runs away from me and you with a cat called tramp they run the shop eating their food and doing a poo ©dawn carman all those years i've missed you talking to you so long ago waiting to hear from you thought it would never happen so glad to hear from you nothing else matters so far away one day we will meet i keep telling myself just have to wait ©dawn cruel (saw a article in the paper today about some children in irac, really made me think how luck we really are and came out with this poem) life is cruel its so unreal after seeing pictures of those poor kids locked in a room chained to a post how sick can you be its just unreal leave them in peace let them go free poor little kids rotting in jail ©dawn squeaky voice squeaky voice oh yes you have like a girl oh what a laugh wonder what it was like over the time many years ago ©dawn text text me back is all i ask whats wrong may i ask is it me or is it you please tell me whats wrong with you (c)dawn you to me you to me mean a lot knowing that ive got it bad seeing you i would like again knowing me it wouldn't happen again ©dawn tomorrow tomorrow is another day hoping its a better day i wish today would just go away tomorrow will be a better day hoping it well anyway ©dawn deep deep dow i care fpr you deep down i think of you deep down i still need you ©dawn hannah (work exp girl) loud as can be always jolly and off her trolley silence is not to be living the moment is in her dreams being noisy is one of her dreams ©dawn in here   in here i ache in here i cry you have hurt me deep in the mind one day it was real the next it was gone what do i do its killing me inside loved you for loving me taking me places i love you for it   (c)dawn time again time and time again its happening this way wanting it to stop time after time ive tried to make it stop it just wont stop had enough wanting it to stop when will it stop ©dawn

go away go away i want it to go away wont leave please leave want it to leave ©dawn did it happen why did it happen leave me alone dont want to know believe in me the time will come time will tell hating this way wanting to go away ©dawn dream being with you who knows who someone who cares cares about me not being bullied no regrets just love and wanting just me will this ever happen who knows,who cares do you ? i bet you feel the same to ©dawn liers liers make me mad trusting you not again never will why do people lie no wonder i don't trust trust i should just not any more ©dawn because because of you i carry on carry on not knowing what i'll do to me you are real the best mate one could have ©dawn to cry wanting to cry want it to stop stop being this way time after time im ok it starts again and wont stop ©dawn heaven heavens above and will always be seeing in my dreams one day i'll be there too don't even believe in god yet i believe in heaven heaven is for me and you not knowing when it will be ©dawn space staring into space what do i see nothing is what i see empty inside not knowing whats inside wanting to escape get rid of the thoughts that are inside ©dawn in a pot (pot noodle lol) hot in a pot smells like its hot filled to the top and i like it a lot flavours are not to much touching the taste buds right to the top wanting it to much ©dawn hell and back   to hell and back is what it seems hating this life its going soon enter life is not unknown living life is untold hate myself im doing now giving in im trying not to (c)dawn being happy being happy is not what i am going down again i am being alone i feel i am knowing im not helps me through sitting on my own i am better this way thinking things in my own way   (c)dawn   simple   simple as it maybe its just not to be here without you loving you like i do all these years i have tried to move on loving you, i always will   (c)dawn   two years   after two years we are not apart the memories we have will always be real i know your watching down upon us watching us grow and also suffer reaching out for us holding my hand in heaven i know but it feels real each day as past everyone is hard hard to cope but i do my dad is the best the best to have every minute he's with me every hour,every day being without my mum is a loss knowing my dad here he's a rock (c)dawn   in here   in here i see you up here, i hear you the feelings are real all the more for loving you   its hard not to stop i wish it would stop i can't believe it no more please let it stop   (c)dawn   hurt,anger   hurt,anger all rolled into one its how im feeling in front of everyone   lieing i wish i could do to stop people worrying im hurtig inside i dont know what to do scared it will kill me not knowing what to do tears in my heart tearing me apart   (c )dawn   noise   noise is here noise is there noise is everywhere   its doing my head in hurting so much wanting it too shut   (c) dawn liking you more   liking you more thinking of you wanting to be with you   the times i think of you wanting youto hold me to be with you   loving your company its you i want just me and you   (c)dawn   after these years   after these years i feel for you still care for you   the love is still there it comes  before hate don't want to make a mistake   loving you i still do wanting you i do to be with me i want to   (c)dawn   weird   feelings are weird so strange to be within feelings for you   not just one but three of you just to be with one of you   life should be easy not hard for me having feelings don't you see   (c)dawn   liking you more   liking you more thinking of you wanting to be with you the times i think of you wanting to be with you   the times i think of you wanting you to hold me to be with you   loving your company its you i want just me and you   (c)dawn   journey   journey as began on my way to see you feel so nervous   nervous as i'll ever be we have met before but didn't  feel this way   don't know why i feel like this must be you that made me feel  this way   (c)dawn   (for laura)   the loss   the loss is there deep inside it hurts so much   unable to bare with the hurt it kills inside   to be with you again i will one day we will   (c)dawn   L loving A as always U understanding R ready to listen A always be there   (c)dawn